Radha was very much engrossed in love and her mind was focused on Krishna.
Being deeply absorbed in the love of Krishna, Radha began to weep in great affliction and with her tears, the antimony of the eyes also came out
The high and great success of that image, the poet Shyam said from his face like this.
The poet, getting pleased in his mind, says that the black blemish of the moon, being washed, is flowing with the water of the eyes.940.
Having patience, Radha spoke to Udhav like this.
Getting strength of endurance with her talk with Udhava, Radha said, “Perhaps Krishna has forsaken his love for the residents of Braja on account of some flaw
“While going away, he sat silently in the chariot and did not even look towards the residents of Braja
We know that this is our misfortune that relinquishing Braja, Krishna has gone to Matura.941.
“O Udhava! When you go to Matura, then make a supplication to him from our side
Lie prostrate at the feet of Krishna for a few hours and continue shouting my name
After that listen to me carefully and say like this.
“After this tell him this from my side, ‘O Krishna! you have relinquished love for us, now absorb yourself in love with us sometime again.’ “942.
Radha spoke with Udhav in this way.
Radha spoke to Udhava in this manner, “O Udhava! absorbing myself in the love of Krishna, I have forsaken everything else
“Remind him about my displeasure in the forest saying that I had exhibited great persistence with you
Are you now showing the same persistence with me? 943.
“O hero of Yadavas! remember those occasions, when you indulged in amorous sport with me in the forest
Remember the talk of love in your mind
Pay attention to them. For what have you abandoned Braj and gone to Mathura?
“Thinking about that, please tell me the reason why you have relinquished Braja and gone to Matura? I know that you are not at fault in doing this, but our fortune is not good.”944.
Hearing these words, Udhava replied, “O Radha! the love of Krishna with you is extremely profound
My mind says that he will come now,”
Radha says again that Krishna did not stop at the behest of the gopis, what can now be his purpose of leaving Mathura and coming here?
He did not stop at our bidding and if he now returns to his house, then we shall not agree that our fortune is not so forceful.945.
Saying thus, Radha in great grief, began to weep bitterly
Forsaking the happiness of her heart, she became unconscious and fell down upon the earth
She forgot all other things and her mind was absorbed in Krishna
She again said loudly to Udhava, “Alas! Krishna has not come to my house.946.
(O Udhava!) Listen, with whom we played games in the narrow streets.
“He, with whom we sported in the alcoves and together with him, we used to sing songs of praise,
“The same Krishna, relinquishing Braja has gone to Matura and his mind is displeased with the gopis
” Saying thus, Radha said to Udhava, “Alas! Krishna has not come to my house.947.
“He relinquished Braja and went to Matura and the lord of Braja forgot everyone
He was engrossed in the love of the residents of the city
Hey Udhav! Listen to (our) sad condition, due to which all Braj women are getting extremely worried.
“O Udhava! listen, the women of Braja have been worrying so much because Krishna has forsaken them just as the snake abandons its slough.”948.
The poet Shyam says, Radha again spoke (thus) to Udhava,
Radha said again to Udhava, “He, the glory of whose face is like the moon and who is donor of beauty to all the three worlds.
“That Krishna relinquished Braja and went away
This is the reason why we are worried, the day on which Krihsna abandoned Braja and went to Mathura, O Udhava! none except you has come to enquire about us.949.
“Since the day on which Krishna left Braja, he has sent none other except you
Whatever love he had extended to us, he has forgotton all that,” according to the poet Shyam he himself had been engrossed with the people of the city of Mathura,
And in order to please them, he has harraseds the people of Braja
“O Udhava! When you go there, kindly tell him, “O Krishna! what had occurred in your mind that you did all that.’950.
“Leaving Braja, he went to Mathura and from that day to this day he has not returned to Braja
Being pleased, he is absorbed with the residents of Mathura
“He did not increase the happiness of the inhabitants of Braja, but gave them only sufferings
Krishna born in Braja was our own, but now in an instant he belongs to others.”951.